~~ Where do i begin.. to tell a story of how great a Love can be.. a simple truth of love you gave to me.. where do i Start... ~~ (an excerpt from the song "Love Story")
Year 2005
Year 2005
Hyun Joong's POV
(talking to himself) Sun kissed complexion and so manly in many ways.. she's so close with so many guys.. i wonder if it's true from what i heard that that Noona wants to join the army? huh.. she looks cool though..
(someone comes in on the set and his eyes where diverted to that person and forgot all about the sun kissed complexion Noona) omo, it's Hyori Noona, my ideal woman (feeling happy inside)..
(someone comes in on the set and his eyes where diverted to that person and forgot all about the sun kissed complexion Noona) omo, it's Hyori Noona, my ideal woman (feeling happy inside)..
Hye Jung's POV
(looking at Hyun Joong) That boy looks more like a girl compared to how i look.. (laugh to herself).. but he's so cute, so pretty.. bet his kind will make a lot of girls cry.. oh well, i think a lot of girls already cried because of him.. oh oh.. the way he looks at Hyori, it's like he's drooling.. ugh.. what a fan boy.. haha
Year 2006
Hyun Joong's POV
Noona's name is Hwangbo? it's a man's name.. but she is so funny.. whenever i see her she reminds me of one of the army soldiers.. well, her name is just right for her.. keke.. and her skin is getting darker and darker each time i see her.. is she always under the sun or what? .. (laughed at himself)
Hye Jung's POV
This girly-looking boy (smirking at Hyun Joong) keeps looking at me as if i'm one of the officers of the army.. tsk, calling me Hyung.. do i really look like a man.. huh
Year 2007
Hyun Joong's POV
How come this Noona never left my head.. when i introduced her awhile ago, gah, she becomes so HOT.. so sexy.. her voice is soothing to my ears.. ugh, what's going on with me.. she keeps on running through my head, even in my sleep she bothers me.. hearing her sing her song .. such a sweet sweet voice.. when i close my eyes and listen to her sing, i can hear an angel singing.. i am actually shocked to see that she's now so lady like.. i used to tease and call her Hyung because of the way she acts and the way she speaks.. huh.. and she's the general Hwangbo, but now being manly and doesn't suit her anymore.. gah.. what's wrong with my brain.. i want to sleep.. won't you just leave my thoughts alone.. gah
Hye Jung's POV
Now, thank God he stopped calling me Hyung.. tsk.. hmmm.. i wonder if he sees me now as a woman.. looking at it, he's the only idol who doesn't have a crush on me.. huh.. almost all other idols has expressed their liking and crush on me.. guess i don't have an appeal to him at all.. but why does that bother me.. tsk (shakes her head) ... what on earth am i thinking? huh.. oh yeah, he's into Hyori.. she's his ideal girl.. oh well.. Hyori's such a beautiful lady indeed.. so sexy and so kind too..
Year 2008
Hyun Joong's POV
Oh my God, i can't believe it.. Hwangbo Hye Jung, my Noona is my partner in We Got Married show.. gah, i am so lucky.. i am glad my manager forced me to accept it.. Kyu Jong would have been the one to act as her Shillang if manager-nim didn't forced me and told me that he will burn all my favorite mangas.. tsk, who would on his right mind wouldn't agree to that? those are my favorite manga's for God's sake.. but i am glad he did scare me, or else or else someone else will have the honor to be with Noona.. i thought they will pair me with someone cute, but God, Noona is so cool.. i love everything about her.. her laugh is so cool.. she's the coolest person in the world ^^ (feeling so damn happy)
Hye Jung's POV
Omo, Oh My God, i feel like i won the lotto jackpot.. Kim Hyun Joong, the pretty boy, my hubby?? (laughs so happy) .. ah, I must have done something good in my past life for having such wonderful blessing as this kind.. but but but, i am afraid it won't turn good.. what if he doesn't like me? i mean, during our past shows he only sees me as a man (feeling sad suddenly) .. ottokae .. deep sigh... i guess i need to work hard to show part of myself.. just part of me.. i still need to draw a line.. i don't want to lose myself along the way.. deep sigh.. why did i even agree to this kind of show? (feeling burdened)
October 2008 (after their show We Got Married ended)
Because of the success of the We Got Married (WGM) show ... the group of WGM show (batch 1) decided to go out and for the last time enjoy each other since some couple had decided to say goodbye to their partners because of some circumstances that they have no control of... that includes Hyun Joong and Hye Jung.. because both of them are going to be busy with their other projects, even though they still want to continue playing a couple on the show, it can't be helped that they have to part ways because of conflict of schedules.. During their gathering Hyun Joong's been uneasy..
Hyun Joong's POV
Hyun Joong's POV
I have to ask her now, i've been showing her what i really feel during the show but it seems like she's too oblivious of it.. or was she just trying to ignore my feelings for her.. i have to do something.. if i won't make a move now, i might lose her forever.. i can't.. i just can't..
Hye Jung's POV
This kid is too confusing.. though he's just a kid, my dongsaeng but acting as my Shillang i only see him as a man.. ottokae.. my feelings is confused.. my heart, my mind.. i am confused.. what do i feel for this kid.. this man.. what does he feel for me??? (feeling sad)
and it all started when Kim Hyun Joong made the biggest step of his life.. coming to her.. and asking her..
Hyun Joong : Buin.. errr.. I mean Noona, uhm.. can we talk?
Hye Jung : Oh.. hmmm.. sure.. (feeling nervous) .. what is it about?
Hyun Joong: ah, i just want to invite you to a movie tomorrow.. are you free? (smiling his adorable smile)
Hye Jung: hmm.. tomorrow, let me see.. what schedule do i have.. oh, okay, im free.. what time? where to meet you?
Hyun Joong: (feeling like jumping coz of happiness) .. oh that's great, tomorrow, last full show, see you at Cinema 3, at 10pm ..
Hye Jung: oh okay.. just send a message whoever comes there first okay.. gotta go now.. annyeong..
Hyun Joong: annyeong Bui.. err.. Noona and see you tomorrow night ^^ (feeling so happy)
past 10pm, Entrace of Cinema 3
Hyun Joong: deep sigh.. where is she? i've been trying to call her but she hasn't answered any of my calls.. is she coming or what (suddenly seeing someone approaching with hoodie and big sunglasses)..
Hye Jung: oh so sorry Hyun Joong.. i was rushing to go here, the event that i attended finished late .. i saw you called but i didn't have time to answer it went off.. i wasn't able to charge it.. i just rode a taxi cab, coz i have a problem with my car.. i have sent it to repair shop.. sorry.. have you been waiting for long.. im so sorry..
Hyun Joong: (with big smile on his face) .. no, no not at all.. it's okay.. so are you ready to watch a movie?
Hye Jung: oh yeah.. what are we going to watch?
Hyun Joong: ahmmm.. since Kang Dong Won is your ideal man, let's watch his movie .. do you like that?
Hye Jung: (all smiles) of course.. thanks Hyun Joong.. i am excited..
Hyun Joong: (i think i made a mistake picking this movie to watch.. gah, what if she won't even look at me because.. because it's Kang Dong Won.. ahhh.. pabo Joongie-ah.. what where you thinking.. gah.. but its already here and she's ecstatic about it.. gah, she's so happy and ecstatic we are gonna watch her ideal mans' movie >_< )
Hye Jung: are you okay Hyun Joong? (looking confused at his frowning handsome face).. don't you like it?
Hyun Joong: anee.. let's go.. let's watch.. (and he ushered her inside the movie house)
while watching, Hyun Joong keeps on glancing at Hye Jung .. seeing her so happy and so glued on the screen he felt so jealous .. so when he heard her say something.. he said..
Hyun Joong: what's so awesome about him, he speaks funny..
Hye Jung: what? what did you say? (but still looking at the movie screen) ..
Hyun Joong: (deep sigh) nothing... (pouting which Hye Jung didn't even noticed coz she's so focused on the movie screen)
Hyun Joong: ahmmm.. since Kang Dong Won is your ideal man, let's watch his movie .. do you like that?
Hye Jung: (all smiles) of course.. thanks Hyun Joong.. i am excited..
Hyun Joong: (i think i made a mistake picking this movie to watch.. gah, what if she won't even look at me because.. because it's Kang Dong Won.. ahhh.. pabo Joongie-ah.. what where you thinking.. gah.. but its already here and she's ecstatic about it.. gah, she's so happy and ecstatic we are gonna watch her ideal mans' movie >_< )
Hye Jung: are you okay Hyun Joong? (looking confused at his frowning handsome face).. don't you like it?
Hyun Joong: anee.. let's go.. let's watch.. (and he ushered her inside the movie house)
while watching, Hyun Joong keeps on glancing at Hye Jung .. seeing her so happy and so glued on the screen he felt so jealous .. so when he heard her say something.. he said..
Hyun Joong: what's so awesome about him, he speaks funny..
Hye Jung: what? what did you say? (but still looking at the movie screen) ..
Hyun Joong: (deep sigh) nothing... (pouting which Hye Jung didn't even noticed coz she's so focused on the movie screen)
after the movie, though Hyun Joong feeling dejected because all those time that they were watching the movie, not even once did Hye Jung look at his side.. but he thought, it's now or never.. he should tell her what he feels and ask her if she feels the same.. so he asks Hye Jung to have some drinks and sashimi.. just a light snack before they go home..
Hye Jung: (feeling nervous) Hyun Joong, is there something that you wan't to tell me? you've been staring at my face for a while now... if you haven't noticed.. (smiles to him her sweetest smile and ask) do i look pretty tonight?
Hyun Joong: (caught of guard almost choked on the food he just fed his mouth) errr.. ehemm.. Bui.. i mean Noona.. gah, i am still into the habit of calling you Buin.. i'm so used to it that it would be great if i will continue with it.. i mean.. aahh.. this is hard for me but.. ahmmmm.. what i have shown you during our stint in WGM is all true.. i like you.. i do like you.. i like you a lot.. i super like like you.. (closing his eyes and asking her in a robotic and faster tone) .. would you agree to be in a relationship with me and see if things works out for us.. (opening his eyes slowly to see her reaction and hear her answer)
Hye Jung: (looking intently at Hyun Joong, blushing and rapidly blinking her eyes) .. oh.. ahmmmm.. well, it's like.. it's not that easy.. it's just.. deep sigh.. i do like you too Hyun Joong, i know it won't be easy with all your fans not agreeing on me as your girl but i am willing to give it a try.. (smiling wide to him) .. on one condition..
Hyun Joong: (smiling wide as if his mouth's gonna rip) anything Buin.. i mean, i can still call you Buin right? (she smiles, he smiles) whatever condition it is.. i will do it..
Hye Jung: we will keep it a secret .. i don't want your fans to know... i don't want anyone to know other than our closest friends and family.. would it be okay with you..
Hyun Joong: (smiling) as long as i have to keep you.. even if i want to tell the world, okay, i will try to keep my mouth shut.. (pouting)
Hye Jung: (smiling contended and pinching his cheek) .. you're so cute Shillang
Hyun Joong smiles at her, gets her hand and kissed it.. That night after he send her home and he was already on his bed, his smiles are all pasted on his handsome face.. and even though his dog peed on one of his favorite shirt, he just pats his dog on its head and kissed it before he sleeps...
and they exchange messages before they slept..
Hyun Joong: *good night Buin.. have the sweetest and loveliest dream tonight.. that is being with me in your dreams.. ~_^ .. keke*
Hye Jung: (laughing and rolling on her bed but feeling giddy inside) *hahaha.. are you sure it's a sweet dream? it won't be nightmare right? lol .. :p*
Hyun Joong: *how can you have a nightmare with this handsome face?* (sending the message while pouting)
Hye Jung: *you are pouting right now aren't you? haha.. okay, my little Prince.. i'll have the sweetest and loveliest dream tonight because you will be there..*
Hyun Joong: *you got it right.. now, see you in my dreams.. good night Buin..* (though he wanted to say I Love You/Saranghae he controlled himself not to.. it's not yet time, he told himself.. i don't want her freaking out..)
Hye Jung: *sweet dreams Shillang.. don't let the bug bites..* (feeling giddy inside)
and they exchange messages before they slept..
Hyun Joong: *good night Buin.. have the sweetest and loveliest dream tonight.. that is being with me in your dreams.. ~_^ .. keke*
Hye Jung: (laughing and rolling on her bed but feeling giddy inside) *hahaha.. are you sure it's a sweet dream? it won't be nightmare right? lol .. :p*
Hyun Joong: *how can you have a nightmare with this handsome face?* (sending the message while pouting)
Hye Jung: *you are pouting right now aren't you? haha.. okay, my little Prince.. i'll have the sweetest and loveliest dream tonight because you will be there..*
Hyun Joong: *you got it right.. now, see you in my dreams.. good night Buin..* (though he wanted to say I Love You/Saranghae he controlled himself not to.. it's not yet time, he told himself.. i don't want her freaking out..)
Hye Jung: *sweet dreams Shillang.. don't let the bug bites..* (feeling giddy inside)
Though Hyun Joong was busy with his drama and Hye Jung with her album, they make it a point that they have time for each other.. if they are too busy to meet, they never fail to call each other and say their love to each other through exchange emails, sms, video messages .. Hyun Joong, because of feeling guilty because he's so busy with his drama shoot sometimes sends her bouquet of flowers with paper crane in it with endearing messages that goes with it.. Hye Jung, being a simple lady and easy to please, whenever she receives his lovely notes gives a big smile on her face and makes her heart flutter, feeling like she's in heaven. And because they are too busy, they just informed each other about the awards night that's coming up on December 2009. They even practiced their performance as a couple for the MBC event, "Get Hot", individually.. since they already performed it during WGM Cheseouk Special, Hye Jung told Hyun Joong that they can practice by themselves since there's no time for them to meet and rehearse together which Hyun Joong just agreed.
During the MBC Awards Night, since the president of the company where Hyun Joong is being managed is also there, it was agreed by the WGM staff that both Hyun Joong and Hye Jung should sit apart from each other.. so not to complicate things around them. Everyone knows that his management doesn't agree of Hyun Joong being in a relationship and they are not allowing him to be linked with any of his co-stars. Though Hyun Joong hates the thought of not sitting beside her, he just agreed with it. Hye Jung did too.. At first everything was going fine with them, until she wore that golden gown that goes between her thigh, and just a strand that holds it on her shoulder.. when he saw that dress she was wearing, he almost lost his soul and his mind. He wanted to drag her out and make her change her clothes. But he loves her and respects her, so he just keep mum about it but everyone can see it written all over his face.. he hates what she's wearing.
After the event, Hyun Joong went to her dressing room when he saw that most of her hairdresser and other stuffs already left and she was alone... When he entered the room, he asked her...
Hyun Joong: Buin, do you want me dead? i almost got a heart attack when i saw your dress. (pouting sadly... Hye Jung startled upon hearing his sad voice..)
Hye Jung: oh Shillang, you startled me... what are you doing here? (but upon seeing his sad face, came near him, kiss him and hugged him) my baby, i'm so sorry.. you know i want to wear pretty clothes right? hmmm (smiling her sweetest smile to him)
Hyun Joong: but there are long clothes or gown that are pretty too.. i thought the black gown without the strap was a little off but when i saw you wearing that dress my heart almost jumped out of me.. i thought i was gonna have a heart attack.. deep sigh..
Hye Jung: oh baby, i am so sorry.. it's just that..
Hyun Joong: (grabs her and kissed her passionately) because of that i will punish you.. (hugs her tight and kiss her again, taking her breath away) ...
Hye Jung: (pushing Hyun Joong and panting) Hyun Joong wait.. someone might come..
Hyun Joong not caring about what she said, pulled her to himself and started kissing her again passionately, while his hands caressing her back and neck..
Hye Jung: (mumbling.....in between kisses) Shi..... llang.... some..... hmmmm.. one.. .. might.. hhhhhhmmmmm... see......... (and she was drowned on his kisses and started kissing him back passionately, her hands caressing his neck and head)
someone knocking at her dressing room.. opens it.. and since both of them are too busy with each other.. they didn't hear the intruder (lol).. err the visitor came in..
Jun Jin: Hwangbo-ah... (shocked with his eyes almost popped out)..
Hye Jung: Choong Jae!!!!! (Hye Jung seeing Jun Jin gets away from Hyun Joong's arms, push him subtly, pulls Jun Jin and drags him inside the room..)
Hyun Joong: Hyung, nice to see you (smiling to Jun Jin but lipstick all over his lips and cheeks)
Jun Jin/Choong Jae getting some tissue and giving to Hyun Joong and Hye Jung..
Jun Jin: wipe your faces and Hye Jung fix yourself.. what on earth are you two doing??? huh.. aren't you two afraid someone might caught you.. Hwangbo Hye Jung, when you told me about something that's bothering you and you can't decide... hmmm.. so, you've already decided???? (looking at Hye Jung with big eyes)
Hye Jung: Choong Jae, sorry for not telling you as soon as possible.. and yes it's about this.. it's just that you became too busy and i wasn't able to get a hold of your schedule to meet you and tell you about it..
Hyun Joong: Hyung, please don't be mad with Buin.. i was the one who pursued her.. i really really like her..
Jun Jin: (glaring at Hyun Joong.. so Hyun Joong just bowed his head and pout)... ah really Hwangbo-yah.. you're old enough to decide for yourself.. aish (he turned his back to them and was about to leave when Hye Jung hold his arm..)
Hye Jung: Choong Jae, i know you do understand right? i like Hyun Joong.. i really really like him and he makes me happy.. please support us..
Jun Jin: you know i love you Hwangbo, you are my friend, my best girl friend.. but right now i feel so betrayed that you didn't tell me anything.. just.. you're old enough.. you know what you're doing.. (then left them..)
Hyun Joong: Buin, don't worry, eventually Hyun will accept me as your Shillang.. i will prove to him that i am worthy for you.. don't be sad okay?
Hye Jung: (smiling halfheartedly) .. yeah, i know Shillang.. in time.. deep sigh.. let's go home now? (smiling her sweetest smile at Hyun Joong)..
Hyun Joong: (holding her hand tight..) come on.. it's late.. i'll bring you home.. (smiles)
Hye Jung: we can't be seen together Shillang... (pouting)
Hyun Joong: everybody has already left.. let's go.. i'll drive you home.. (gave her a peck on her lips)
when they arrived at Hye Jung's place, he just dropped her off then went home to his place..
Hyun Joong: (sending messages to her) *are you sleeping now Buin?*
Hye Jung: (laughing at his inquiry) *what do you think?* (feeling giddy)
Hyun Joong: (smiling his sweetest smile) *i think you are now dreaming of me.. and in your dreams you are sending me messages.. keke*
Hye Jung: (laughing her heart's out while rolling on her bed) *hahahahah.. what kind of thought is that? hahahahaha*
Hyun Joong: *well, since you like me so much.. i am always in your dreams.. keke*
Hye Jung: *whatever, go to sleep now Shillang.. you have an event tomorrow right?*
Hyun Joong: (pouting) *don't you want to talk to me anymore?*
Hye Jung: *but we are not talking, we are exchanging messages and you need to get some sleep because you have an event tomorrow*
suddenly Hye Jung was startled when her mobile starts ringing with his song "Thank You" as her ringtone ...
Hye Jung: (what the? before answering the call she can't help but smile) yebosaeyo?
Hyun Joong: now are are talking.. i miss you Buin.. sleep tight and dream of me..
Hye Jung: (laughing her heart's out) you miss me, we were just together awhile ago.. if i remember it right, you were the one who brought me home.. haha.. but yeah, i do miss you too.. sweet dreams Shillang and dream of me too.. ne..
Hyun Joong: you are always in my dream Buin.. you are always in my mind.. sweet dreams .. good night.. (still controlled himself and didn't tell her the 3 words)
Hye Jung: good night Shillang.. sweet dreams..
and they continued they relationship to be like that.. meeting when they have time which is seldom.. but both of them make a point to have at least once a month to date.. but they never fail to exchange sms, emails, video messages, calls.. telling sweet nothings to each other... most of their dates are spent at home, just relaxing and cuddling each other, playing games against each other and just being happy together.. sometimes they go out but put much effort to hide their identity so as not to be noticed by any fans or netizens, just to go and eat at their favorite market that serves the best sashimi that is Hwangbo's favorite.. in his mind, in his heart, he already found his destiny and he will do everything in his power to keep her to him..
but it was difficult for him.. coz a lot of Idols are eyeing his Buin.. telling the world she's their ideal girl.. telling the world they got a ccrush on her... and yet he can't even say what he truly feels to the world.. much as he wanted to, but he can't coz he promise his Buin that he won't.. it was not easy for him.. it was frustrating but he loves the woman.. he loves Hwangbo Hye Jung and he will do anything in his power to protect her.. being with him in their short stint in WGM already gave her a lot of anti-fans.. saying ugly and obnoxious things to her.. he doesn't want that .. he hates that.. and reading on the news about other's idols who made known their relationships, how difficult or a living hell they have been living because of the anti-fans or sasaeng fans.. he can't just let that happen to his Buin.. so he just shut his mouth, he just keep quiet and just let things be.. he can't sacrifice his Buin's safety and can't let her suffer because of him.. he just can't let it happen... so as to protect her from those kind of hostile fans, he just keep quiet and let the people close to him knows how he feels for his Buin.. what's important is she knows how much she means in his life, how much he loves her..
he calls her...
Hye Jung: yeobosaeyo?
Hyun Joong: baby, Buin.... deep sigh..
Hye Jung: Shillang.. (feeling giddy) so i am your baby now?.. ohhh Appa i miss you.. (teasing him affectionately) but what's with the sighing... are you okay?
Hyun Joong: deep sigh.. yah.. NOOOO.. i am not.. how can those idols tell you they like you.. i know.. i know you are likable.. you are adorable.. you are lovable.. but gahhhhhh.. you already have a boyfriend and that's me Kim Hyun Joong and i can't even tell the world that.. and i hate it.. i am so frustrated that i hate it so much.. i want to shout to the world what i feel about you.. Buinnnnn.. (whining)
Hye Jung: (wanting to laugh at him but she doesn't want to add salt to his wound) .. Shillang.. Shillang.. even though these guys tells me what they feel about me.. or they propose in front of me.. my eyes and heart sees only you.. you're the only one for me.. know that.. i love you Shillang.. you're the only one i love.. my one and only, my Shillang.. my baby...
Hyun Joong: (unable to speak when he heard the 3 words she said).. uhuh.. what did you say? you love me?
Hye Jung: i thought i am the only one with poor hearing and needs hearing aide.. i think you need one too.. (she laughed her signature laugh)
Hyun Joong: (forgetting the feeling of being dejected) .. you love me.. you love me.. Buin loves me.. yyyoooohhhooooooo.. (jumping up and down.. dancing like a kid and as if there's no tomorrow.. singing the words .. ~~ Buin loves me.. my baby loves me.. ~~) and I Love You to baby.. I Love You so much my Buin!!!
Hye Jung: ya.. why are you shouting.. i am not deaf!!! (but laughing and feeling giddy with him)
Hyun Joong: wait for me.. i'm coming..
Hye Jung: what? where? yeobosaeyo? hello hello? Hyun Joong.. (where on earth did he go) .. tsk..
after 20 minutes, someone's ringing her doorbell.. when she opened it, a bouquet of flowers in front of the guy handing to her.. her favorite flowers.. purple flowers...
Hyun Joong: i love you so much baby.. my Buin.. my one and only (when Hye Jung got the flowers from him, he suddenly embraced her tight.. then kiss her passionately.. while she holds the bouquet at her side)
Hye Jung: (when he stopped kissing her.. both panting) .. Shi..llangg... huh.. you want to eat? (suddenly she blurts out)
Hyun Joong: (laughing at her).. do i look like i'm hungry..
Hye Jung: (blushing) well.. yeah.. a little.. i have to feed my puppy don't you think? (smiling sweetly at Hyun Joong)
Hyun Joong: (pouting suddenly...) wooof wooof (immitating the bark of a puppy)
and they both laugh .. both of them so happy knowing that both of them love each other deeply....
Hye Jung: Choong Jae, sorry for not telling you as soon as possible.. and yes it's about this.. it's just that you became too busy and i wasn't able to get a hold of your schedule to meet you and tell you about it..
Hyun Joong: Hyung, please don't be mad with Buin.. i was the one who pursued her.. i really really like her..
Jun Jin: (glaring at Hyun Joong.. so Hyun Joong just bowed his head and pout)... ah really Hwangbo-yah.. you're old enough to decide for yourself.. aish (he turned his back to them and was about to leave when Hye Jung hold his arm..)
Hye Jung: Choong Jae, i know you do understand right? i like Hyun Joong.. i really really like him and he makes me happy.. please support us..
Jun Jin: you know i love you Hwangbo, you are my friend, my best girl friend.. but right now i feel so betrayed that you didn't tell me anything.. just.. you're old enough.. you know what you're doing.. (then left them..)
Hyun Joong: Buin, don't worry, eventually Hyun will accept me as your Shillang.. i will prove to him that i am worthy for you.. don't be sad okay?
Hye Jung: (smiling halfheartedly) .. yeah, i know Shillang.. in time.. deep sigh.. let's go home now? (smiling her sweetest smile at Hyun Joong)..
Hyun Joong: (holding her hand tight..) come on.. it's late.. i'll bring you home.. (smiles)
Hye Jung: we can't be seen together Shillang... (pouting)
Hyun Joong: everybody has already left.. let's go.. i'll drive you home.. (gave her a peck on her lips)
when they arrived at Hye Jung's place, he just dropped her off then went home to his place..
Hyun Joong: (sending messages to her) *are you sleeping now Buin?*
Hye Jung: (laughing at his inquiry) *what do you think?* (feeling giddy)
Hyun Joong: (smiling his sweetest smile) *i think you are now dreaming of me.. and in your dreams you are sending me messages.. keke*
Hye Jung: (laughing her heart's out while rolling on her bed) *hahahahah.. what kind of thought is that? hahahahaha*
Hyun Joong: *well, since you like me so much.. i am always in your dreams.. keke*
Hye Jung: *whatever, go to sleep now Shillang.. you have an event tomorrow right?*
Hyun Joong: (pouting) *don't you want to talk to me anymore?*
Hye Jung: *but we are not talking, we are exchanging messages and you need to get some sleep because you have an event tomorrow*
suddenly Hye Jung was startled when her mobile starts ringing with his song "Thank You" as her ringtone ...
Hye Jung: (what the? before answering the call she can't help but smile) yebosaeyo?
Hyun Joong: now are are talking.. i miss you Buin.. sleep tight and dream of me..
Hye Jung: (laughing her heart's out) you miss me, we were just together awhile ago.. if i remember it right, you were the one who brought me home.. haha.. but yeah, i do miss you too.. sweet dreams Shillang and dream of me too.. ne..
Hyun Joong: you are always in my dream Buin.. you are always in my mind.. sweet dreams .. good night.. (still controlled himself and didn't tell her the 3 words)
Hye Jung: good night Shillang.. sweet dreams..
and they continued they relationship to be like that.. meeting when they have time which is seldom.. but both of them make a point to have at least once a month to date.. but they never fail to exchange sms, emails, video messages, calls.. telling sweet nothings to each other... most of their dates are spent at home, just relaxing and cuddling each other, playing games against each other and just being happy together.. sometimes they go out but put much effort to hide their identity so as not to be noticed by any fans or netizens, just to go and eat at their favorite market that serves the best sashimi that is Hwangbo's favorite.. in his mind, in his heart, he already found his destiny and he will do everything in his power to keep her to him..
but it was difficult for him.. coz a lot of Idols are eyeing his Buin.. telling the world she's their ideal girl.. telling the world they got a ccrush on her... and yet he can't even say what he truly feels to the world.. much as he wanted to, but he can't coz he promise his Buin that he won't.. it was not easy for him.. it was frustrating but he loves the woman.. he loves Hwangbo Hye Jung and he will do anything in his power to protect her.. being with him in their short stint in WGM already gave her a lot of anti-fans.. saying ugly and obnoxious things to her.. he doesn't want that .. he hates that.. and reading on the news about other's idols who made known their relationships, how difficult or a living hell they have been living because of the anti-fans or sasaeng fans.. he can't just let that happen to his Buin.. so he just shut his mouth, he just keep quiet and just let things be.. he can't sacrifice his Buin's safety and can't let her suffer because of him.. he just can't let it happen... so as to protect her from those kind of hostile fans, he just keep quiet and let the people close to him knows how he feels for his Buin.. what's important is she knows how much she means in his life, how much he loves her..
he calls her...
Hye Jung: yeobosaeyo?
Hyun Joong: baby, Buin.... deep sigh..
Hye Jung: Shillang.. (feeling giddy) so i am your baby now?.. ohhh Appa i miss you.. (teasing him affectionately) but what's with the sighing... are you okay?
Hyun Joong: deep sigh.. yah.. NOOOO.. i am not.. how can those idols tell you they like you.. i know.. i know you are likable.. you are adorable.. you are lovable.. but gahhhhhh.. you already have a boyfriend and that's me Kim Hyun Joong and i can't even tell the world that.. and i hate it.. i am so frustrated that i hate it so much.. i want to shout to the world what i feel about you.. Buinnnnn.. (whining)
Hye Jung: (wanting to laugh at him but she doesn't want to add salt to his wound) .. Shillang.. Shillang.. even though these guys tells me what they feel about me.. or they propose in front of me.. my eyes and heart sees only you.. you're the only one for me.. know that.. i love you Shillang.. you're the only one i love.. my one and only, my Shillang.. my baby...
Hyun Joong: (unable to speak when he heard the 3 words she said).. uhuh.. what did you say? you love me?
Hye Jung: i thought i am the only one with poor hearing and needs hearing aide.. i think you need one too.. (she laughed her signature laugh)
Hyun Joong: (forgetting the feeling of being dejected) .. you love me.. you love me.. Buin loves me.. yyyoooohhhooooooo.. (jumping up and down.. dancing like a kid and as if there's no tomorrow.. singing the words .. ~~ Buin loves me.. my baby loves me.. ~~) and I Love You to baby.. I Love You so much my Buin!!!
Hye Jung: ya.. why are you shouting.. i am not deaf!!! (but laughing and feeling giddy with him)
Hyun Joong: wait for me.. i'm coming..
Hye Jung: what? where? yeobosaeyo? hello hello? Hyun Joong.. (where on earth did he go) .. tsk..
after 20 minutes, someone's ringing her doorbell.. when she opened it, a bouquet of flowers in front of the guy handing to her.. her favorite flowers.. purple flowers...
Hyun Joong: i love you so much baby.. my Buin.. my one and only (when Hye Jung got the flowers from him, he suddenly embraced her tight.. then kiss her passionately.. while she holds the bouquet at her side)
Hye Jung: (when he stopped kissing her.. both panting) .. Shi..llangg... huh.. you want to eat? (suddenly she blurts out)
Hyun Joong: (laughing at her).. do i look like i'm hungry..
Hye Jung: (blushing) well.. yeah.. a little.. i have to feed my puppy don't you think? (smiling sweetly at Hyun Joong)
Hyun Joong: (pouting suddenly...) wooof wooof (immitating the bark of a puppy)
and they both laugh .. both of them so happy knowing that both of them love each other deeply....
